Published by Lookforzebras
- My first uh-oh moment in medical school
- My second uh-oh moment in medical school
- Considering my options as a physician
- Looking for – and finding – my zebra medical specialty
- Looking for zebras as my career progresses
- There’s a world of opportunity for someone with a medical degree
After more than two years of blogging on this site, I finally published an “About Me” page. Writing the text for the page got me thinking about how I began looking for zebras in my medical career. I thought it would be fitting to write a post about this to accompany the new page.
For new blog readers who have been told to think of horses rather than zebras upon hearing hoofbeats: The opposite is true of your career in medicine. Looking for zebras in your professional life means seeking out the rare, unique opportunities that are a perfect fit for you. This blog encourages medical professionals to find fulfillment by cultivating a “zebra” career.
Here’s how I began thinking of zebras. It started with a couple of ‘uh-oh!’ moments
My first uh-oh moment in medical school
I’m quite the introvert.
When I travel for work, I frequently turn down optional social events to spend time by myself and recharge.
If I don’t speak to a single person all day until my husband gets home from work, that’s a good (albeit rare) day.
So, I’m unsure why it came as a surprise to me when, during my very first session of longitudinal clinical experience as a first-year medical student, I realized I didn’t really enjoy talking to patients all day.
I shared this with a close friend who responded:
Well, did you think you would enjoy it?
It’s not that I thought I’d enjoy back-to-back patient encounters for hours on end, it’s that I never really even thought about it at all. I’d always had this dream of being a doctor. So that’s what I was pursuing.
I was concerned.
My second uh-oh moment in medical school
In that very same outpatient clinic session, I observed my preceptor writing prescriptions for an obese patient for hypertension and type II diabetes without even mentioning adjustments to her diet and physical activity.
“What about lifestyle changes?” I asked. Those medications would help her, but wouldn’t cure her disease. Weren’t diet and exercise more likely to get at the heart of her problems?
My preceptor didn’t disagree with my line of thought. She had, in fact, provided education about lifestyle interventions previously to this long-term patient. There simply wasn’t time in her busy clinic schedule to do this every visit. Moreover, she knew this patient wouldn’t heed her advice.
Oh dear, I thought. It seems that doctors are too busy to provide the best management, and we attempt to make up for it with medications that act as a Band-Aid.
I was concerned.
Considering my options as a physician
I thought about quitting. But even as a first-semester student with at least 7 years of training ahead of me, I felt like I’d already come too far to give up. Just keeping up my grades as an undergrad, preparing for the MCAT, and getting accepted to medical school had been a giant effort.
Plus, I loved what I was learning in my core science courses. The science of medicine was enthralling.
But, to my dismay, clinical rotations during my third year of med school left me in a lurch as to where to head. With each rotation I did, I couldn’t see myself dedicating a career to that specialty. By the end of that year, my list of potential medical specialties looked like this:
I’d completed rotations in six specialties, and I’d ruled out those six specialties as career possibilities.
Looking for – and finding – my zebra medical specialty
I decided that there must be career options other than despondently seeing patients every day that didn’t require giving up on medicine altogether.
As it turns out, there were.
Preventive medicine was a solution to both of the concerns I’d identified as a first-year student:
- Its training equips doctors for non-clinical work such as healthcare management and epidemiology
- It focuses on disease prevention
I was sold.
I buckled down and completed the remainder of medical school and a transitional internship. Then I got to the good stuff: preventive medicine residency.
Residency training, not unlike the third and fourth years of medical school, providing me with a series of rotations. This time, however, my list of possibilities grew instead of shrinking. Each rotation exposed me to an area within preventive medicine that I could see myself in for the long run:
- Managed care
- Health informatics
- Public health
- Drug development and regulation
- Healthcare management consulting
…I liked them all. Every rotation was rewarding, stimulating, and challenged me in a good way.
I went from eliminating medical specialties while thinking “None of these is right for me” to a kid-in-a-candy-shop excitement of all the options.
The majority of my time in residency was dedicated to rotations in non-clinical roles. I rotated at pharma giant GlaxoSmithKline, a managed care company, the Food and Drug Administration, and more. Thanks to a reasonable schedule, I spent some free time working as a consultant in clinical informatics and doing freelance medical writing.
Looking for zebras as my career progresses
Since residency, I’ve worked mainly in utilization management, medical writing, and clinical documentation improvement. I’ve also done clinical work in addiction medicine and correctional health.
On the surface, it may seem that I simply have my hand in several pots. But the theme in all the work that I do is this: I work to improve health and reduce disease by assisting organizations in delivering high-quality, evidence-based health-related services or products.
This mission guides my decisions and pursuits. It also allows me to tell people what I do without sounding schizophrenic, and it helps me make a case for my proficiency when speaking with potential clients.
There’s a world of opportunity for someone with a medical degree
I recall a conversation I had with another doctor when I was about two years out of residency. I was telling him about my role as a medical director and described the training and experience that led me there. His response was this:
So this all just fell into your lap.
It took some restraint to respond professionally rather than rolling my eyes and walking away.
This is the mentality that sets physicians with tolerable careers apart from physicians with awesome careers. An awesome career in medicine doesn’t just fall into your lap. You work hard for it. And you recognize the deliberate effort that you put into cultivating it.
Those who aren’t looking for zebras often try to convince themselves that their unfulfilling job is beyond their control.
I encourage you to begin looking for zebras by acknowledging that your happiness and success are the results of your own efforts. Suddenly you’ll see fewer horses and begin seeing zebras all over the place.
6 thoughts on “How I started looking for zebras in my medical career”
Very cool background story LFZ. I am glad that you were exposed to Preventative Medicine and that salvaged a medical career that would not have been as fulfilling had you gone down another path.
There are opportunities everywhere, It is the ones who are prepared that take advantage of it. If you are not looking for zebras you will never know when one comes right up to you.
Radiology was actually one of the few other specialties that I seriously considered! I do think I could have been quite happy as a radiologist, as long as I found the right organization to work for.
Thanks for the write-up. I’m actually from other country but I fully identify with what you have written.
Finished medical school this year and after all my clinical rotations, I found nothing that would stop me from burning-out with monotony after a short time.
Also spent the 6 years of med school doing work and courses in Epidemiology/Biostatistics.
Doing my intern year next year and choosing residency the year after that one: so far Pathology and Radiology were the only two things I enjoyed. I guess I need to give preventative medicine as well as occupational medicine a try 🙂
Love this article! I am Ob/Gyn and love it but don’t recall knowing about a preventative medicine residency. I would love to wind down my career with something like that.
I really enjoyed reading this and applaud you for listening to your gut and finding a path you’d enjoy. I went to a medical school where the entire third year was focused only on primary care – by the time residency applications came around, I did the best to predict what I would like even though I hadn’t had a comprehensive look at most specialties. Unfortunately, I didn’t get it right, and even though my gut told me that something was wrong in residency, I received advice from a faculty mentor that, “no one likes residency, it always gets better after.” I haven’t found that to be true and I’m 7 years out of residency now. I desperately want to find something that fits for me because I’m so burned out. I really enjoy your website and I’m hoping that one of these days something will click and I can transition to the life I was hoping for when I was a young (albeit naive) medical student.
I am sorry that it hasn’t gotten better for you! As I’m sure you know from reading this site, I truly believe there are well-fitting, rewarding options for everyone.. I definitely hope that something clicks for you!
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